Walking Daily with Jesus

When I encountered God and the power of His Spirit back in 2017, I was so fired up for God that I "run" after God all the time and I run hard! I made sure that I portray the best form and posture of A God's disciple. I had a burden for "lukewarm" Christians and I even tried to talk sense into some of the Christians I know, to be more fired up for God, to be eventually, like me! But it didn't go well, because I realised that we cannot simply talk sense into people. That is not how we convince people. And most importantly, I realised that I was disgustingly prideful. God is always good, He reminded me that I was acting far from humble, which is one of the most important trait of a true follower of Jesus Christ. Today, I am not discussing about humility. Let's have that another time. I want to share about "walking with God". Being fired up for God is a good thing. For me, I got exhausted after a few months of "running" after God. I f...

I liken my relationship with God same as my relationship with my husband. At first, I couldn't get enough of him. We just want to spend time together as often and as long as possible. But as the years goes by, we can go a day without a phone call. When I read my previous blog posts, I actually surprised by how well I wrote those. I sounded like a more mature Christian than I am now. It seems to me that I am growing to be an immature Christian. I don't get visions anymore, I don't have any spiritual experience and manifestations anymore. There was one period when I doubted whether the Holy Spirit is still with me. I begin to doubt whether I am still the "chosen", the "blessed" one. I can't feel God anymore..... When I think back, I realised that I don't long for God as intense as I used to. Last year, I want God so much that I could feel my soul, my whole body really Longing for more of Jesus. I just wanted to pray and read the Bible ALL THE T...